It’s so ridiculous. Honesty is really not the best policy. Doesn’t pay to be honest.

Should have just fcking lied right from the start.

I’m so glad to back on a private (I guess) space and typing about things. It’s like my comfort / safe zone.

Anyway, it was such a bad day having to do things which was not in my job scope.

But the worst had to be this… Having to deal with a difficult guy. The worst is not that we were quarreling but how I saw you were so bent that I was wrong (& always wrong and wow, I’m not receptive to people correcting me). I don’t know what got into you, or rather I wish you had a bad day and decided to pick a quarrel. At least I could give a reason as to why you were so unreasonable.

It was only yesterday that you were speaking of how selfish people were. And to think you acted like you were in the right, didn’t care about getting someone into potential trouble and saying things about my (good) friend, and only thought about how I was inefficient in getting things done (for you). Wow such a gentleman. So caught in your own bubble that I’m inexperienced, yes I am indeed inexperienced which was why I bothered to ask around before telling you how things could have happened. Maybe you were still bitter about this friend of mine, jealous or whatever but i guess it only shows how “impartial” & “mature” you could be in a quarrel. He never did anything to you, for you to do this to me and degrading him. I’m so thankful for my friend who is here for me and managed to cheer me up. I never will regret whatever I said today and will never bow down to apologize to you. I believe I can do better than this.

I always wonder… don’t regret when someone walks away but did anyone ever wondered maybe right now I’m having a little regrets from what I walked away……